sink or swim*** this is my motto for the time being. everything is slightly unbearable right now, despite the gorgeous weather that just rolled in since last week. i have some serious life-decisions in the game right now. i have a constant pressure behind me forcing me to take some kind of action...any kind of action. this idea of becoming a "useful" member of society is already pretty sickening. working everyday 9 to 5 for the rest of my life scares me. the state of being in these man-created societies, where only the rich and normal flourish, is a difficult task. being something like an independent photographer, artist, or musician is just a complete risk without a backup plan. full force or nothing at all. it's up to me, will i sink or will i swim?  ¶ 10:47 AM